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What Buying, Collecting And Amassing Large Libraries of Books May Say About Us

Some thoughts on St. Jerome and his library:

Occasional fits of conscience over the propriety of reading pagan literature tortured Jerome, and he was once temporarily deterred from it by a harrowing nightmare. Yet he could not permanently forego this pleasure or the collection of books that allowed him to indulge it. Over many years Jerome’s library must have grown large and contained in the end far more Christian than pagan books. Source: Books and Readers in the Early Church: A History of Early Christian Texts by Harry Y. Gamble

He continued to read the pagan classics for pleasure until a vivid dream turned him from them, at least for a time. In a letter he describes how, during an illness, he dreamed he was standing before the tribunal of Christ. “Thou a Christian?” said the judge skeptically. “Thou art a Ciceronian. Where thy treasure is, there thy heart is also.” Source: Catholic Online-St. Jerome

I use these stories not as a statement to say we shouldn’t read non-Christian literature or books. I don’t believe that for a minute. But rather to point to another side of the story that was talked about in class during seminary. My professor of Early Church History, Dr. Nate Feldmeth talked not only about Jerome’s struggle towards reading pagan literature, but his struggle and indulgence in the collection of books and amassing of a large library. So when the question is put to Jerome about where his treasure and heart is, it also has to do about his treasure being in his books.

I am open to disagreement, debate or discussion on that side or rendering of the story. There are many students and scholars out there who could elucidate the nuances and meanings of Jerome’s dream. So if you have thoughts, please comment.

But what interests me is books. And what our indulgence and collection of numerous books say about us. I wrestled with this issue in April of 2005 when I was moving and had to box up and move over 2,500 books. I have since pared that down to about 800-900, and I’m hoping to cut that down even farther in the next few months.

Some thoughts on why we buy, collect and amass large libraries of books
Positive Reasons–

  • We are in school and are required to buy books for classes.
  • We love reading books.
  • We want to be informed.
  • We want to be challenged, shaped and transformed by our reading.

Negative Reasons–

  • It makes us feel and look smart (so we think).
  • It gives us an identity (smart and well read person).
  • It impresses people when they walk into a room or office and see all those books (so we think).
  • There is some good feeling we get when we purchase a book (whether we read it or not; we are no different here than people who shop all the time and buy things they don’t need or wear).
  • Ego feeding

And on and on and on we can go in both the positive and negative aspects of buying and collecting books.

Why bring this up: The Kindle Effect?
Why do I bring this up? First of all, let me say that I love books and have been one to think that I look smarter and impress people with them. Second, my identity has been tied to my book collection at times and that is scary. I think, what would happen if I lose all my books and that was scary. (On a sidenote: I’m glad the one person who wasn’t impressed was my wife).

I bring this up because I was really intrigued by Newsweek’s article on Nov. 26 called The Future of Reading, which was about Amazon’s new wireless reading device Kindle.

I started thinking about whether or not I would be willing to move from reading hardcopy books to reading books electronically.

  • And I think I would, except for the question of what would happen to my identity if I were to get rid of all those cool looking books on rows of bookshelves?
  • Would people still think I’m smart?
  • Would my electronic book collection still impress people?

I mean otherwise, wouldn’t it be more cost effective, efficient and manageable to have our books on one device and on hard drives? I know, we all love having tangible books in our hands. I get that, but as technology gets better there might not be a difference.

Future Questions
I suggest you read the article on Kindle in Newsweek because it raises a lot of questions that I’m going to bring up in some future posts.

  • One, what is the future of reading?
  • Two, if we are concerned about the environment, why wouldn’t we move away from books that cost so much in resources such as trees, paper, manufacturing, shipping, etc.
  • Three, what is the future of both reading and writing in community? Which raises interesting questions about authorship, ownership. It also brings to mind interesting theological questions that you may have studied before concerning the authorship of certain books in the Bible and the role of the community or multiple authors in its production.
  • Four, will a movement towards electronic reading promote more collaborative writing efforts? How will this effect new theological thinking and publication? And what will this do in terms of authorship and ownership?
  • Five, what will be the future of publishing as we know it now?

These are just some of the questions that were raised for me as I read the article. Some are directly related to the article and others were from tangents in my thinking.

Thoughts
I would be curious to hear your responses or thoughts, so please comment if you wish.

  • Why do you buy books and collect a large library?
  • Would you stop buying hard copies of books and move towards electronic reading?
  • What do you think of Kindle?
  • Does your treasure lay in your book collection?
  • Do you buy and collect books because you think it makes you look smart or it impresses people?
  • And as a pastor, wouldn’t it be easier and efficient to have all your resources at the touch of a finger than in volumes of books?

A New Year

This has definitely been a year of transitions for my wife and I as our first child, a baby daughter, was born into this world back in mid–July. That has been not only one of the greatest experiences of our lives, but definitely one of the most disorienting. Last night we were commenting on how it has taken us almost six months to get out of “the fog.” Not that we will ever be completely out of “the fog” as we listen to stories of parents with older kids, but we feel like we are coming to a place of reorienting our life in some new ways. So we will see what this year holds for us.

But I can say that this year was the first year that I have been in bed before midnight on New Year’s Eve since probably my days as a toddler. And it was actually great. Why? Here are some random thoughts:

  • Babies don’t care about the New Year so no use trying to keep them up.
  • Since babies don’t care about the New Year you can’t really take them with you to a party, because nothing is more difficult than a cranky baby at a party for both the parents and the guests. And nothing wrecks their sleep or yours for the next few days than one late night.
  • Not surprisingly, no one is available to babysit on New Year’s Eve .
  • It’s great having a New Year with no huge expectations about the night before.
  • It’s great enjoying a nice Boboli dinner, a glass of wine and a movie with your wife and getting to bed before midnight.

So now that it’s 2008, do I have any goals? Yes, but I’m still working on some of them. My wife and I are in the process of dreaming about some things and putting them down on paper. But a couple of personal goals that I have are:

  • Write more this year and complete some book proposals and writing projects that I have laying around unfinished.
  • Re-Strategize, Re-Think, Re-Implement new ideas, thoughts, theories and practices into our college ministry.
  • Strategize on how I can integrate my theology/ministry training, counseling training and writing into a coherent job or jobs.
  • Get back in shape.

I look forward to our interactions this New Year.

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